i luv 'Kimi Wa Petto'. anybody here who knows that jdorama.. ? i started watching it because matsumoto jun (sawade shin from gokusen1) is acting there, too. he's just so cute..
and it's all xaoitsuki's fault that i got into jdoramas, cuz she talked about gokusen..XD
Jdoramas i already know:
Nana Gokusen 1 ep 1-12 Gokusen 1 ep 1-3 Kurosagi ep 1+2 Kimi Wa Petto ep 1+2 MARS [currently watching first ep]
Ich habe mich entschlossen, einige meiner Mangas zu verkaufen. Ich stelle das erstmal hier on, dann auf animexx und wenn dann noch was da ist auf ebay.
Yami no Matsuei Band 1, 3-11 in gutem Zustand
Demon Diary 1-5 in sehr gutem Zustand
D.N.Angel 2-9 in sehr gutem bis gutem Zustand
Kodomo no Omocha 2-5, 7-10
Full Moon wo sagashit Band 1 + 2 in sehr gutem Zustand
Daisuki 3, 5-7 in gutem Zustand
und .. Happy Tree Friends DVD neu + ungeöffnet
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jrock in the same magazine like this stupid little jerks from 'tokio hotel'. that makes me sick. nobody seems to take the bands serious. all they write about are the crazy teenie-fans. why do they do that ? they're destroying everything.
i am that sick of the whole jrock-scene at the moment. don't ask me why. cuz i dunno either.
perhaps it's because i am not in the best mood right now. since about two weeks i am either totally pissed or ..strange. and i am f*cking tired cuz i was partying the friday and saturday night.. i am gonna go to bed now.
sorry, lost_bride i noticed that you tagged me, but i just don't feel like answering this now..^^ hab versucht dich anzurufen, aber es ging keiner dran.. ich melde mich nochmal bevor ich am 23. wiederkomme !
i am at night duty again ^^ luckily it's the last night. i don't like night duty too much. you can't go out in the evenings and the day is that short..
i created something; that's myself..
and because that's more fun i made a fun-tamika , too xD
right at the moment i am sitting in the hospital. i am on night duty together with another nurse. and cuz it's rather quiet at the moment, she allowed me to go into the i-net for some minutes.
she's nice and we get along very well. we got two new patients at around 23 o 'clock >__< it's always teh shit if new patients come at night cuz there are only one or two nurses and that gives us a lot of work to do "
btw.. i found a lot of sequences on the mucc dvd where you can see me. they een filmed how that f*cking crowd-server totally fell onto my head oO
so deadman will give a concert in germany in january in frankfurt.. hmm.. perhaps i'll go there. deadman are not one of my favorite bands but they have some nice songs and frankfurt is not far so i could drive home afterwards... i'll think about it xD
my parents just came back from their week in chicago today. they told us a lot of stories.. my mother told us about a room in the marshal fields ( the biggest store in chicago). there were hundreds of ppl lining up to enter that room. she was curious and went ahead to see what it weas. it was the famous 'walnut room'. somebody explained to hear that since about hundred years nearly every chicago housewife 'has' to go there in christmas time. the christmas tree there is said to be the most beautiful in the world xD and there was a princess who through gewgaw over the waiting ppl to entertain them oO
must've been fun xD now my mother can sing 'rudolf the red nose reindeer' cuz they played it in every store ~
she said that christmas time in chicago is much worse than in germany.. +bling bling+
they brought me along a new jeans jacket with a fur collar, a levis-tshirt, a book and a bracelet.
and as a surprise for them i made an apple pie which they both luv. we just had tea together with my sis and my bro and ate my cake ^__~
today in the evening i'll go out with some friends and tomorrow i'll go back to tuebingen.
and the next five days i'll have night duty >____<"
i wanted to say something.. and now i forgot it >___<"
i really wonder who reads my LJ sometimes ~ probably it's not an very intersting one..xD and only ppl who know (and love) jrock will be able to understand most of the entries..
I'll talk about Dir en grey. no, i am not gonna talk about how great they are, and how admirable and talented their bassist..whatever xD
i just thought about what they really mean to me. there are all kind of fans. what kind of a fan am i ?
of course i sometimes love it to go about how beautiful and kewl and sympathetic they are. but that's definatly not the main part. i think that gackt's beautiful and sexy , but i would never listen to his music just for that reason.
it's the music that got me into them and made me accepting their style (i used to dislike their old style at first..).
their music is definately not fun, it's 'hard work' to if you really listen to it, trying to catch every note and every sound with your ears and your heart; their songs always include feelings of despair, hurt and sorrow. of course that doesn't mean that they're always depressed or something. but their music touches a side of me. a side that knows those feelings all too well. no, i don't wanna act as if i am such a poor girl whose life is a misery. that's not true. but i have lived through periods in my live who were really hard. i think if i had known there music erlier it would have been easier for me. well..books helped me a lot too. and there were always friends and my family. the problem is, i never used to talk about things that burdened me.
but when i started to listen to Dir en grey's music, i understood what kyo wants to tell us: don't just hide you feelings inside yourself, tell them to the world. i think that helped me to talk more about problems i had in the past and to accept what happened. their music is unique to me, no matter what comes. so many dofferent songs, all telling another story but yet sending the same message in diverses ways:
Don't hide your feelings of hurt and sorrow inside yourself, or they'll it you from the inside.
Please notice: this is just what i think; my personal opinion and i don't claim it to be true ^^
i just watched 'forever love live at last live'.. i watched it with my little brother and he started to cry.. so cute .__. he doesn't even know x japan..
that's where yoshiki and toshi hug each other and they whole band is cyring >__< i always feel like hgging them all and concoling them. it makes me so sad. yoshiki looks so desperate. it must have been a terrible time for him. and then hide died , too -_-
and there is a tv show where they went to the harajuku bridge and filmed the reaction of the fans. the fans watch a portable tv and just get to know that x japan will disband. yoshiki is telling it top the press and he always has to stop talking cuz he cries >___< the fans all start to cry, to scream and to hug each other. it's terrible >________<
i think when one of my favorite bands disbands i'd cry my heart out,too...
lizi, a close friend visited my today. we cooked together and had a great time xD
i tried to convince her that jrockers look good..but.. she couldn't agree xD she once thought toshiyas name was 'toshiyima' >__<"
whatever..we went to h&m together with polly who we met by chance. they have so weird stuff their right now.. really huuuge earrings. i cannot believe that there are ppl who wear those christmas tree balls.
yeah.. i did it.. for the first time i have a layout not including toshiya. how d'you like it ? it's aki from SID.. ahm..he's a bassist +surprise, surprise+
thanks to neya who got me into SID and showed aki-pics to me. so in fact she diescovered him first xD
lol..i wanna make an new layout including aki (SID) and Kazu (Kagerou) but..i cannot let toshiya go xD it'd be the first time i have an layout not including toshiya. and i simply cannot do it >____
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